Sunday, February 10, 2019

all of my plans, all of my dreams/ i submit to your design

chanced upon these songs completely by chance when trying to google lyrics for sidewalk prophets's song give it all away

what a beautiful find on a nearly rainy sunday afternoon
i specially like the boppy music in the song "i will wait"

just come off a week of tiring work nonstop and finally have 1 day off. the cases weren't difficult and bosses were nice. with slight overtime, nothing too massive, i managed to hit a respectable number of cases while being safe. dont think the bosses think that i am super chui, seems that finally managing to get back into the groove after 1 yr away from clinical em. altho i also know i have a LONG WAY to go and much to mug and do too. but - shall give thanks for small mercies. there were some small things along the way - but those are small things. overall it was a tiring week but i feel i did give it my best and surviveD. despite going TWO HOURS early for my resus shift.

of cos life sometimes throws curveballs. which can hurt alot too. but whats new
sitting here having love pouring thru my headphones as ever

i guess. i have been very lucky in that God is always saving me from myself.
human love is unfortunately much more complicated and not as pure as God's love
but. i guess if God has given me so much love, grace and blessings, i can put aside my prideful feelings and try to love others the way he has loved me. its not always easy for a variety of reasons. but somehow, i think with God backing me up i can do it
~

give it all away - aaron shust
Search my heart, search my mind
Search my soul
Make me clean, make me new
Make me whole

All of my plans, all of my dreams
I lay them down before Your feet
All of my time, all that was mine
I now, submit to Your design

'Cause You are the one and only one
Who dared to give it all away for me
You are my strength, You are my God
You are my King

You make me laugh, You make me dance
You make me sing

All of my plans, all of my dreams
I lay them down before Your feet
All of my time, all that was mine
I now, submit to Your design

You never change but You rearrange
My heart more everyday

'Cause You are the one
Who can make my life complete

my hope is in you - aaron shust

I meet with You and my soul sings out
As your word throws doubt far away
I sing to You and my heart cries
"Holy! Hallelujah, Father, You're near!"

My hope is in You, Lord
All the day long, I won't be shaken by drought or storm
A peace that passes understanding is my song
And I sing my hope is in You, Lord

I wait for You and my soul finds rest
In my selfishness, You show me grace
I worship You and my heart cries "Glory
Hallelujah, Father, You're here!"

I will wait on You
You are my refuge
My hope is in You, Lord, all the day long
I won't be shaken by drought or storm
A peace that passes understanding is my song
And I sing my hope is in You, Lord
My hope is in You, Lord, yeah

i will wait- aaron shust
When I am tired You bring me comfort
(I will wait; I will wait for You)
When I am weak You give me strength
You give me wings like an eagle
When I'm alone You bring me peace
I will wait for Your mercy
I will wait for Your plan to unfold

I will wait for Your mercies are new every morning
When I am wounded You heal my broken bones
And when I sing You fill my heart with joy
And when I fear the unknown You give me peace
And when I call, You always answer me

We wait for You like watchmen wait for morning
We wait for You like creation waits for spring
We wait for You knowing sometimes without warning

You reveal Your plan in ways that maybe we don't understand

this song pouring thru my earphones was really. pure love
could feel God's love so strongly as this was playing.

never been a greater love - aaron shust
There is nothing in this world
That means as much to me
Than the fact that You came looking
In my hour of desperate need

I was lost but then You found me
Giver of hope when all is hopeless
When i was picking up the scraps
Lord, You never stop pursuing

Never give up when dreams collapse
We have been touched by grace amazing
You gave it all to buy us back
It's who You are
Who You are

You are the author of salvation
Perfecter of our faith
The God of restoration
You've covered us with grace
There has never been a greater love

Never a gift has been so lovely
Never a love has been so pure
I can't imagine ever finding
Somebody else who loves us more

Even though we cannot repay You
We'll give our lives in the pursuit
Of who You are
Jesus, You're so wonderful
Oh how wonderful You are

~
in my many hours of desperations, You always came looking for me
giver of hope when all is hopeless, when i am picking up the scraps
never has a love been so pure
i was lost but then u found me
~


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