FRCEM Primary: http://sunflowerjuice.blogspot.com/2017/07/my-everything-and-all-you-have-begun.html --> I rmb when i first got the news i was drowning in p3 queues haha
FRCEM intermediate: http://sunflowerjuice.blogspot.com/2018/04/weekend-musings-2.html --> similarly i was drowning in an eye clinic on the day frcem intermediate results came out. to the point that i could only check the results on the train ride home
amazed and in awe of God's timing.
to be fair, i also know that there are a million things more to be learned *cough central lines *cough difficult iv plug setting, not to mention ed intubations are slightly diff from anes coz anes everything is very controlled, in ed, intubations happen faster and u cant really predict what you are going to face. which is why u shld always PREPARE and ANTICIPATE what u can. and there is still ABEM to mug for in 1 weeks' time... which i havent really mugged for coz ive been caught up in research things. and last night i read the full comments from my anes posting which were UHHH. not sure what to say about it except that my boss was very very nice about it ALL THINGS CONSIDERED.
but nevertheless, its great to know for myself that in the past 2.5years, i've somehow managed to reach a level where i can clear the emed intermediate exams with a combination of tutorials, teachings, daily twitter FOAMed browsing and last min pre exam mugging haha. its great to know that.
hopefully i can somehow level up and become a pokemon master somedaY. with God's help, i KNOW it's possible. since the day i stepped into adult ED approximately 2.5years ago, God has been helping me all the way, opening doors, saving me regularly from myself, dragging me through EOD calls and giving me a bunch of awesome friends and mentors. so i might not have much faith in my own abilities but i definitely have faith in God helping me to level uP, somehow, someday