Saturday, March 31, 2018

since You rescued me

through your eyes - britt nicole
Get it together
That's what I say to me
I put on the pressure
You could do better
Be who you're supposed to be

But that's when you came in
Right when I needed you
Said all of the things that I was believing
Not one of them were true

You lifted my head up
I was keeping my head down
I didn't know love
But I do now

'Cause you stood right there
And then you broke apart the lies
You told me I had something beautiful inside
You brought to life the part of me I thought had died
'Cause you stood right there until I saw me
I saw me through your eyes (saw me)

So this is living
This is free
Not keeping score
Not anymore

Not since you rescued me
You lifted my head up
I was keeping my head down
I didn't know love
But I do now

You love me even when I fall apart
I can't explain it
That's just who you are

its 4pm. my aim is to finish this research paper and send it off by 6pm. then drive to hosp to finish some last min stuff. and then go for easter vigil.


i really really want to go for easter vigil this year becos ive been able to experience so many night shifts these past 2 years or so only becos of God's grace in putting me in ed postings almost nearly all of my mo life (when looking at my cv and during interviews then i realised that it looks like practically all my postings are ed postings hahahaha. actually its true they are all ed postings! the funny thing is i didnt plan that at all it just kinda happened. and then the years somehow flew by so fast without me knowing it). i think if God has helped me through so many night shifts then i can spend one saturday night with Him at easter vigil.

you love me even when i fall apart 
but that's when you came in 
right when i needed you 
so this is living/ this is free
you lifted my head up

unfortunately this paper is not magically being written arghhh i need some inspiration....
ET, having writers block since 1989.....

sounds like a brill idea i can drive there and drive back home later too actually. guess the good thing about all those 2am drives home is that no one would say its dangerous to drive back at 2am now ;p
okok to work now

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