Friday, December 8, 2017

preshift musings


For from him and through him and for him are all things.
    To him be the glory forever! Amen.
romans 11:36

sooo was supposed to have french online lessons today but it got postponed to postnight cos my teacher's car broke down. haha. but her skype status really cheered me up immensely!

life has been BUSY haha with travelling most of nov. and alot of impt lessons in vigilance in ed. conf with many friends and particularly yummy exotic food was great. and i also became better at cardiac ultrasound hahah. 

i would like to express my undying gratitude towards the AWESOME bosses who somehow still trust in me and gave me chances for procedures. 2nd chest tube done! and sucess tooo :):) happiness~

having picked an UTTERLY RANDOM next posting, i conclude that, i really love ed, and after this six months, i would like to never do anything but ed again. i initially thought that leaving paeds/ce was the hardest thing to do. BUT NO. leaving this ed which i love and spend most of my waking hrs in is one of the hardest things i have eveR done. 

but i guess just have to trust in God that it all works out. hahahaha. let's not get into the part of fatalism and pessimism. 

have been thinking ALOT of that, and Life, and things. but in the end i concluded that we can only do the best we can with this life, this moment, this day. and yeah, that includes doing all we can to be the best doctors we can, best human beings we can. that also happens to be INCREDIBLY hard but we can always try. and that also includes relaxing in the timeoff we have hahahaha to be better well rested drs when the shift actually starts. IN TEH ZONE. 

ok. actually i just hope to survive this night shift. as with all nights. 
and the next day. as with all days. and so it goes on~

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