But the words keep ringing in my ears.
So its probably good that i met my supervisor today for our first proper meeting! :) only cos the last time it was dr s (who was so awesome btw) and he only realized he was my supervisor like halfway thru the posting LOL so this time, thought id prob shld be more proactive waha. And she was telling me that im better the second time round :) sometimes its good to hear from someone other than ur internal cheerleader that you are actually swimming rather than sinking. And its also probably good if my supervisor doesnt think i am tooo chui. Yes. Not that honestly marks really matter to me at this stage of my life but passing the posting is prob a good idea.
Anyway. I always pick myself up. And for those times i cant, God will :) so i know its going to be ok! I will just learn what i can from it, there are a lot of things to learn from that night. And a lot of good advice from my supervisor today. And keep on walking this very very dimly lit road and hope that one day i will see the light at the end of the darkness like i distinctly did, 6 yrs ago that night (incidentally with m, which it is too latte for, guess we cant have everything)