i think wanderlust and escapism is not WRONG. as long as you know what is right.
oh who am i kiddin. as long as all my pts survive and wave bye to me happily, that's all i really care about. i am definitely not naive or idealistic anymore, oh no.
we sleep & wake up, interminable days & nights leaking into each other like a soaked watercolor painting, getting more comfortable with blurred lines, blurred vision, making people's eyes glow in the dark.
"No amount of falls will really undo us if we keep on picking ourselves up each time. We shall of course be very muddy and tattered children by the time we reach home. But the bathrooms are all ready, the towels put out, and the clean clothes are in the airing cupboard. The only fatal thing is to lose one’s temper and give it up. It is when we notice the dirt that God is most present to us: it is the very sign of His presence."
— C.S. Lewis