For the one who sows to his own flesh will from the flesh reap corruption, but the one who sows to the Spirit will from the Spirit reap eternal life. 9Let us not lose heart in doing good, for in due time we will reap if we do not grow weary. 10So then, while we have opportunity, let us do good to all people
i have spent very long thinking and re-thinking over this.
and this is my conclusion. do not lose heart in doing good..
given the circumstances, i did the best i could.
but yes, i definitely have things to learn and improve. i agree with that. i will take this lesson to heart no doubt about it. this is a valuable lesson i will never ever forget and even as i stood there i knew that this is something i must remember and sear onto my heart forever. this could save me a hundred times over in the future. so i am thankful in a strange way, for this experience.
to people who purposely withheld information from me for revenge, i really want to ask: did you do the right thing to the limits of your human ability? coz i know i did.