Your cold eyes and words are the spoiler In your every action, I see our end I tell myself it’s not true but I feel the spoiler Should I watch till the end? Or should I leave now? What if there’s a twist?
What are you thinking? Only after I ask twice, you look at me Once again, you give me an answer that’s not really an answer Maybe it’s gonna rain tomorrow You look out the window again These days, I see a lot of your side profile You let out a sigh and I freeze up in the overflowing silence Thinking bad things that I shouldn’t be thinking I know My intuitions are dangerous My sensitiveness is really bad I know why Your mysterious sighs keep increasing Your fleeting heart is leaving with each sigh
For some reason Life got busier than before Days when we contact each other less, conversations we forcefully have Words that are written and erased These are all a foreshadowing It’s all a cliché These scenes are so typical, as if I’ve seen them hundreds of times Your cold eyes and words are the spoiler
In your every action, I see our end I tell myself it’s not true but I feel the spoiler Should I watch till the end? Or should I leave now? What if there’s a twist? I can’t let you go.
I can hear it loudly, even words that aren’t said I tried to pretend otherwise but I already know This damn feeling that suffocates my breath more and more Maybe I trapped you inside my useless fantasy Maybe you tried out a role for me that didn’t really fit Even when I told you I loved you out of habit, I was always thinking about something else The lines and facial expressions didn’t match, the subtitles are off
I wanted a movie-like love but is this my punishment? I ask about your heart but your answer is always open-ended Yeah, we were always having twists on top of twists A repetition of suffocating scenes Worse than the hot hell is this cooled down emotional purgatory I see the end I can’t turn off the projector of imagination When I black out, that’s when I can at least breathe Just cut me out or kill me out I don’t care about a happy ending Don’t let me fade out
Maybe you and I were playing a crazy game of charades With the ending already decided from the first frame Maybe you and I were already headed toward the end from the first scene
What’s the use of telling you? I won’t beg for being comforted I hate selling my emotions I’m stingy with happiness
Don’t ask me if I’m alright What I want is the indifference that resembles me The whole world is acting so damn dramatic There’s no use in keeping track of love, it’s just instinct It’s funny, what separates humans from beasts What turns humans into beasts
It’s different this time I deceive myself every time But without fail Like always It will come to an end Am I really in love? Or am I dating to break up? Once again, it comes to me An easy ending
If only things were as clear as the alcohol in my glass There would’ve been just a slight hangover You’re taking another sip already Who knows the reason, just do whatever you want Treat people you like the opposite of how you feel For you, who lives such a lonely life No, for me I hope things go well
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Ending things with the same word as the beginning There’s a reason to it all