the funny thing is, even for something that i'd wanted so very much,
when im finally faced with it...
I'M SUPER INDECISIVE
now dont get me wrong cos it makes me really really happy. there is no doubt about that... i'm just super indecisive omg..
okay i just need to get thru the next 35++ days successfully & pray that i also get all my residency stuff and pass med sch.... then i can think about all this. one step at a time.
ALL THESE WHAT IFS
just had to write this. it's the truth!