Monday, December 31, 2012

escapism, anyone?

totally in love with this song. the live performance was even better *gushes*

okay fine, i wouldnt say it's like HIGH ART obviously, being pop-ish & all, but it really touched me. as art is supposed to do.



now i have monster crushes on jinwoon, hoya, and lee joon. they are SO EXTREMELY manly here with their black jackets & trench coats! and jinwoon smashing the guitar! ah i just love everything about this performance. i must have watched it like 5 times already

my fav part is at 5:07 when jinwoon sings you already erased it all, he just looks so incredibly cool there! which is SO different from his real-life persona of always being bullied.

okay in other news, i need to gear up for end of years but all i feel like doing is sleeping in on rainy days like today. luckily school hasn't started yet, welcome reprieve. although today i am supposed to a) finish anaesthesia b) start reading up for eye c) do more researchh but it's noon & zzzzzzz



the point of escapism is to ignore things you don't like

more jinwoon love.
just like a sandcastle crumbling with the waves

the roads we choose & what is given to us; how we ensure that the leprechaun gold lasts more than a day
how we fix old mistakes, how we face the future

the plan needs to be more than "it's all going to be okay"
it needs to be a concrete to-do list, rooted in reality.
it needs to be more than "i've done it all before & i have no doubt i can do it again"
actually that's pretty encouraging haha

as nike would say - just do it

and i dont mean just exams. those are stressful things but i mean, after a while, it's just another hurdle to cross. you know it can't be all flowers and bunnies but you cross those rivers, eventually. i mean everything. 

as lily said in how i met your mother


Ted: No, it's not an adventure, it's a mistake! 
Lily: OK, yes it's a mistake. I know it's a mistake, but there are certain things in life where you know it's a mistake but you don't really know it's a mistake because the only way to really know it's a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say 'yep, that was a mistake.' So really, the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake, because then you'd go your whole life not knowing if something is a mistake or not. And dammit, I've made no mistakes! I've done all of this; my life, my relationship, my career, mistake-free. Does any of this make sense to you? 
Ted: I dunno, you said mistake a lot. 

HAHA. i love this. :):)

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