Tuesday, November 17, 2009

philipians 4:13
I can do all things through him who strengthens me.

matthew 6:34
“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

proverbs 17:22
A joyful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.
(heh)

psalm 94:19
When the cares of my heart are many, your consolations cheer my soul.

and the physician's prayer... not there yet but it's still nice :)

i'm not actually studying, or doing anything. just seem so scattered & tired. it's prob the lack of sleep, coupled with the things i have to do by tomorrow, that i know i cannot finish. if it were any normal day, i would just go & sleep right now, or chill out & watch tv online. but i can't -_- pretty lame i know. but yknow, times like this i treasure my usual amazing drive. sorting through my notes (not actually making any new ones/ reading them), i feel really happy & proud that i actually managed to make them. luckily, i cant rmb the exact thoughts i had when making them. i'm sure behind each anat diagram is lots of random drama and angst. haha.

so. cool. tomorrow, i'm not prepared at all for it. today - dont know if i spent it in the best way. but yeah just heck the stupid formative (this is not true, i expect to be v upset abt it, even & especially tomorrow. -_-).

but maybe once i decide to heck it the enjoyment of studying will come back to me and the tiredness will leave me. who knows. either way, that's my only shot at getting anything done tonight so... study ennui, i have missed you! what a bad time to come back. but i've been thinking about too many things, it's been a long time since i actually sat down & was horrified at my state of efficiency. that's good, right? knowing you dont know anything?!

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