Wednesday, November 18, 2009

forgetting why, remember how

in time of daffodils - e.e. cummings

in time of daffodils(who know
the goal of living is to grow)
forgetting why,remember how

in time of lilacs who proclaim
the aim of waking is to dream,
remember so(forgetting seem)

in time of roses(who amaze
our now and here with paradise)
forgetting if,remember yes

in time of all sweet things beyond
whatever mind may comprehend,
remember seek(forgetting find)

and in a mystery to be
(when time from time shall set us free)
forgetting me,remember me
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the weather today is absolutely beautiful. cant say much about the rest of life, but hey it could be worse. it could be raining and shiz. oh wait, that was just the last few days. looking forward to something though i dont know what it is. anyway this random doldrum is for once independent of any external factors. no drama for awhile just the aftermaths of them, plus a large dose of reluctance to do anything i should.

should go for lecture now but all my mechanisms have failed me, i no longer feel guilt, etc. on a happy note i did laundry yesterday :) and ran, and stuff, maybe today again. wash, rinse, repeat. i hate laundry because of all its connotations, i now realise.

need a specific happy Thing. but what is it?! definitely not fat metabolism. although the prospect of increasing that is rather cheering, the subject is not. not that i could be bothered about it just now but still. ugh. off to lect now..

remember seek(forgetting find)

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