Monday, July 6, 2009

was smsing a friend reccently, and on hindsight, only God's grace brought me through some really trying times. it sure didn't feel like it at the time. so, i'm really thankful for that.

trying to embark on baking now, but ingredients seem totally random and rare. going to hunt down icing sugar now!

i tried to run this morning but the rain was thoroughly frustrating. as i wore my shoes, it went on and off three times, crescendoed and petered off alternately, and finally got to the stage where it would have been slightly masochistic to actually head off in the downpour. so i gave up and had breakfast, whereupon it ceased completely.

i need to find a way to do things without wanting to bury my head in the sand like an ostrich, or to throw myself off my hermitous mountain in loneliness and despair. honestly! but i think i needed to get things out of my system. i think despite my great happiness, etc, i was too good, too annoyingly considerate, never angsty, etc. you just need a good angst every now and then or you'll go mad. but that place is a pretty happifying place, so i guess it was inevitable. it's not all bad to be happy for an extended period of time, right?

ok cupcakes :)

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